So, the class schedule came out for Fall 2013.
I became obsessed. I read it, I studied it, I figured out that I
only need 6 classes now to graduate. I
figured out that when you only need 6 classes the schedule really dictates me,
I do not dictate it. That does not go
well with my “Type A” personality. So, I
found myself finding ways to obsess. I could switch this class for that, I could do this, I could do that. I
found myself finding ways to find control.
In all honestly I gave up hours of my day/week that I can never get
back. Why? I was searching for control. I took something really simple and turned it into a HUGE project.
This answer was simple. I need 6 classes. Pick 2. Be done.
I find myself doing this in all aspects of my life. I want to feel in control. I want to make sure that life is all in
order.
Now, it is important to have some control and some focus,
but it is also important to be able to let go and let life happen. It is amazing when you:
- stop and talk to your neighbor even though you have
laundry in side.
- drop a coffee off to a friend even though you are on your
way to work (and your alarm did not go off).
- You hug and kiss your other half when they come home even
though you are busy writing a paper.
-You put down your to-do list and play some baseball even
though you have never really liked the game.
- you listen to the stranger who begins talking to you and
needs someone to listen even though you are really busy and have enough
friends.
- go fishing even though it is time for dinner (you might just catch a huge bull frog)
You know what happens?
You build
relationships. You let life happen. You find your self smiling and not stressing
(as much).
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Perspective: This blog entry is written for myself
today. I woke up stressed, and then had
a chat with a neighbor on the way to school, I got a sweet email from a new
friend, I kissed Mr. before he went to work.
I made a yummy cup of coffee. You
know what.- I already feel better about my day.
Enjoy yours. Have some fun. Do some work.
and SMILE!
